Saturday, March 2, 2013

THE RITUAL.

This is my entry for the IFW, Exercise for Edition - 5.
The plot was given by Mr. Arvind Passey.
You can ready my entry here.

It is Ashtami again. The day he eagerly waits for, the day of the pooja, the day the Goddess speaks to him, the day he has to offer a ‘bali’ to her. He always appeases his Amma…the omnipresent one. It is time to get Bhairavi ready for the big night.

He personally chooses her saree, a light saffron georgette saree with a dark green border…matching blouse, bangles, anklets, the red bindi that will adorn her forehead and the jumkas for the ears. Perfect. Bhairavi always looks divine in a saree…the soft fabric draping her body accentuating her curves. Her long plait adorned with jasmine flowers, swaying gently on her hips as she walks…. was enough to make any man go weak in his knees.

First, the ritualistic bath. Bhairavi would first apply a paste of sandalwood and turmeric all over her body. Every Ashtami he himself would make the sandalwood paste by rubbing the sandal wood piece against the flat stone grind. He would then mix the paste with freshly ground turmeric powder. Bhairavi, will then bathe with milk and rose water. Then, draping herself in a white wet saree, she will then perform the pooja to Amma. The smell of incense, camphor and fresh flowers would fill the house. Conch shells would be blown and Aarti performed to end the pooja. By 11 pm she will be out on the streets in search the ‘bali.’


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 Byra made his way towards the dilapidated building, which was once a garment factory. It is his treasure trove with all the abandoned machinery, furniture and fixtures, which he regularly steals and sells. This building also serves as a haven for his thrysts with ladies.

He makes his way to the rear of the building. There’s a broken window through which he has the access to get inside. He then feels the urgent need to relieve himself. He walks to the farthest corner of the compound where there are a cluster of trees and wild shrubs. There are debris strewn around and the vacant space is filthy. He sees some hawks circling above the trees. He can hear the dogs’ whining. Byra collects a stone and throws it in the direction of the trees. The dogs bark and scatter. He collects some more stones and chases off the dogs. He walks towards the trees, pulls down his pants and squats on the ground. He casually looks up as he hears a hawk swoop down. He falls back on his bare ass with a muted shriek. And, then yells in pain as small stones pricks his bare bottom. He wets himself, rolls to one side and vomits. The waves of nausea grip him. He is sweating profusely. He gathers his wit, stands up, pulls up his pants and runs for his life. He runs towards his chawl in search of a telephone booth. He locates one and calls up the police.

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 Inspector Chengappa leaned to one side on his seat and farted loudly. Head Constable Anjaneya stifled a laugh and disguised it as a coughing fit. Chengappa pretended not to notice. He was busy playing Angry Birds on his mobile.

Chengappa held the record for solving the most number of murder cases in the South Bangalore Circle. He had served 28 years in the police force and had more enemies within the force than outside it. It was his ‘kickass’ attitude that rubbed people the wrong way. He often ‘ forgot to follow orders’ or did not care to follow the rules. He had lost count the number of times he had been transferred. And, this was also the reason he never made past the rank of an Inspector.  He did not care anyway as he was few years short of retiring from the force. In spite, he still was respected for the natural instinct he had in solving cases.

Chengappa’s deputy Krishna enters his room and places a file in front of him. “Sir, the post mortem report.”

Chengappa rolls his eyes and quits the game. He studies the file. “The cause of death was asphyxiation by strangulation. A thin metal wire cut his right carotid artery cutting of blood supply to his brain…claw marks on the neck, indicating struggle by the victim. Semen sample…. he had sex before his death? That explains his nakedness when we found him. Krishna, has anyone come forward to claim his body?”

“No Sir, Raman was from Hassan and he was living alone in the chawl near the building where he was found. In fact, men of the chawl use that building for the purpose of their clandestine affairs because it is secluded and is not manned by a watchman. As you know, he had a tea and dinner stall, which he closed late in the night. Every one knew him formally. No one knew him personally nor does any one have his Hassan address. Nothing about his personal life is known.”

“The eye witness account? What was his name?” asks Chengappa.

“Byra. He said he had gone to that building around 1.30 – 2 am with the intent of stealing. He saw a jeep parked there. He turned back only to come back the next morning. It was red jeep. He could not make out the number plate in the dark. Sir, the forensic report says that a strand of hair about 10 inches long was found on the victim’s body. It has been sent for DNA analysis. The report will be available in 2 days.” says Krishna.

“How can we explain the way the body was found dangling from the tree, if the victim was with a female? She sure must have had a male accomplice. It takes a lot of strength to strangle a man, especially by a woman and hang it on the tree like the way it was. There should be at least two people involved. No leads other than this? Sure, is frustrating. Round up all the sex workers working in and around that chawl. Let us interview them,” says Chengappa.

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“Sir, the DNA report.” Krishna places the file in front of Chengappa. “By the way; the Hassan police traced Raman’s family Sir. His parents will come today to identify the body,” replies Krishna.

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One more week passes and there is no breakthrough in the case. Chengappa hates to close a case. He chides himself for any probability of overlooking some important facts or evidence he might have missed. He is pouring thorough the files when the phone rings. He answers it.

“Krishna, take out the jeep. There has been a homicide.”

Inside the jeep, he tells Krishna where to go. They exchange glances. The body has been found on a deserted road near the very building where Raman’s body was found 15 days before.

Upon reaching the place the first thing Chengappa notices the way the man is murdered. There is a stark resemblance the way the throat of the victim has been slit. This man is naked too.  While they had not been able to trace Raman’s clothes, they found clothes of this victim a few feet from where the body was dumped. They also found some tyre tracks. The same tyre tracks led to and from the abandoned garment factory.

“Krishna, find out who owns the factory? And, I know what they will find during the postmortem,” says Chengappa.
                                                                                                                                                                    
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He sits brooding at home. “Amma is angry with me. She is not talking to me. Bhairavi must have done something wrong. I will atone her mistakes. I will get Bhairavi ready, just can’t sit around and wait for Ashtami.”
    
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“The victim was Manjunath. He was 28 years old. He was not from this area. He was working at a Call Centre at Brigade Towers. He shared a room with his colleague in Jayanagar. Sir, he too had sex before being murdered. It is apparent that he was murdered elsewhere and was dumped here. Some jasmine flowers were found in his clothing. Nothing else. Seems like the victims are coupling with a ghost!” exclaimed Krishna.

 Later, at the police station, Krishna is reporting to Chengappa. “Sir, the factory was bought by Mallikarjuna Gowda just two months back. He might have as well got it for free as it was under litigation. He is from Kamakshipura but shifted to Banaswadi last month. He is the right hand man of Vittal Kamat, the MP. He has a legitimate real estate business to cover all his illegitimate land grabbing activities. He has a toddy business; he is an extortionist and has connections with the underworld. He had a couple of cases filed against him for extortion and land grabbing…all the cases were closed for the lack of evidence. He is a powerful guy no doubt there. He is unmarried. Lives in a sprawling bungalow. Has a driver cum bodyguard cum assistant who resembles a Sumo wrestler. There’s a lady, a caretaker, living with him in his bungalow.”

“Hmmm…details of his driver?” asks Chengappa.

“His name is Rudra. He has been with Mallikarjuna for years and is a loyal dog… unmarried, no family. Staying with his master. He has gone to jail once for fatally beating up a person. He was out of the jail within days. Case in now buried deep.”

“Dig deeper Krishna. The media is having a field day.  We may have a serial killer here,” says Chengappa.

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Bhairavi sees him before he sees her. He is standing at the bus stop waiting for the bus. He is tall and fair. He is well dressed. She stands a few yards away from him and starts humming a song. He does not even look at her. “Errr…. excuse me,” Bhairavi addresses the man.

He turns and sees her. “Has the Cantonment bus left?” she asks him.

“I don’t know. I have not been here for long,” he replies. She sighs heavily…heaving her bosom, making sure he sees that. He is a bit shy but he sure sneaks glances at her. She smiles shyly. His gaze rests a bit too longer on her curves and her soft lips. “It is quiet late. Can I drop you at Cant? I am going that way.” he asks her.

She smiles demurely. ‘All men are the same! Just the right moves and they fall hook line and sinker. I am going to have a good time. He will get a ride of his life,’ Bhairavi thinks. Aloud, “Is it fine? Hope I am not imposing,” she says.

“No, no. Please don’t think that way. You are alone and it is quiet late in the night. It is not safe for you to stand here alone. Actually, I am headed towards Malleshwaram. I will drop you first and then go. I would not mind the detour as long as I have you for my company. Hope it is fine?” he asks her.

She beams at him.
           
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DCP Ramachandra, ACP Suresh, Inspector Chengappa and Krishna are all seated on the podium addressing the Press Conference. It is Chengappa’s show all the way. The DCP and ACP are just the showpieces that are with him to show their solidarity.

Inspector Chengappa takes over -

“We made a couple of arrests late last night. Mallikarjuna Gowda and his driver Rudra have been arrested in connection with the recent murders that rocked and shocked the city over the past month.

Gowda, committed the murders in the guise of a woman. He called himself Bhairavi. And, believe me, he looked every bit of the part. I could have fallen for her myself.” Chengappa jokes with a straight face.

“Rudra was his accomplice. When we started checking the background of Gowda, we realized that there had been similar murders in the past in and around Kamakshipura, Vijayapura, Siddalghatta… the places where Gowda resided before. There was a pattern too to the murders. They were committed on the day of Ashtami.  Why? I will explain later. Gowda changed his residence every few years so as to not leave a trial.

Our forensic team found a woman’s hair on the body of the first victim, Raman. The DNA analysis said that it was a wig, which was synthetically made, customized in fact. That gave us a clue that the killer might be a transvestite or a eunuch. And, the killer seemed territorial. The abandoned factory held the clue.

We had Gowda’s house under surveillance. And thanks to Krishna, my trusted Deputy who posed as a probable victim, we were able to make the arrests.

The modus operandi behind these murders is that Gowda is mentally unstable. He is psychotic. Gowda lost his mother quiet early in his childhood. His father was the watchman in the garment factory that is now owned by Gowda himself. On weekends he would accompany his father to the factory. There his father, a fact that he did not reveal or confide with anyone, was sexually harassing him. It was a lady who was working at the factory who realized what was happening and adopted him much against the wishes of his father. There he saw her performing pooja to Goddess Durga, got influenced by the rituals she performed. He says he started hearing to the divine words of the Goddess.  The first command he received from ‘Amma’…his goddess was to offer his dad as ‘bali’ to her, so she would be pleased with him. We really do not know how many men he has killed as he started quiet young.  Any questions?
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Ashtami - Eight day of Hindu Lunar calender
 Bali - Sacrifice.
Bindi - Traditionally a bright red colored dot adorning the forehead by woman in many parts of South East Asia.
  ...a picture of Jumkas.
Amma - Mother.
Durga - meaning the inaccessible or the invincible; a popular fierce form of Hindu Goddess.

6 WORD MEMOIR.


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I am a part of this wonderful blogging group on Facebook, Blogplicity. 

We have started on a blog hop and I am the second in line, the first post was kick started yesterday by Corinne Rodrigues.
More about 6 word Memoirs here.



                                                 

 My 6 word Memoir - 
                                                    



Imperfect, yet in harmony with life.

I now pass on the baton to a blogger who writes from the depth of her heart....Melissa Tandoc.

Sunday, February 24, 2013

ALONE BUT NOT LONELY.

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Wanting to soar
Wanting to fly
Do not let anyone
Pull your string.

          I enjoy my company
          With my thoughts in symphony
          Never tired of myself
          Dreaming,
          Planning and
          At times plotting
          Content and happy.

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MY SACRED SPACE.


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A place where I am me,
No role playing,
No one to judge, 
A place where I am valued,
No inhibitions
No intrusions
Nothing to bind
Where I can dream
And realize them
Where I let my mind
Fly and drift
Over the uncharted
Exploring and discovering
Where the choices
Are not questioned
Or looked down upon
Where I can make mistakes;
Freedom to correct them
Where I safe guard 
All that is me....
That place is within me
Or by the sea
Or the top of a mountain
Or  my living room
A place where I am at peace.

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MADE FOR EACH OTHER.

  
 


This month's challenge is a FanFiction, writing a poetry or prose of upto 1,000 words.
My fiction is inspired from the famous Hindi movie of the 80's - Ek Duuje Ke Liye (Made for each other).

MADE FOR EACH OTHER.

 




“Hello! Anybody home?” shouts Naina.

“In the shower, Naina…give me 10 minutes”. It is Matt answering from the bathroom.

Naina stands outside the bathroom door. “It is not safe to leave it open, you know that!”

“I left it open for you…what’s the big deal? No one ever comes to my place anyway and there’s nothing to steal. The thief will take pity on me and leave something behind” replies Matt.

“How come you have locked the bathroom door then? Didn’t feel like leaving it open for me?” asked Naina naughtily.

“Hahaaha…” That’s all she got as an answer.

20 minutes later, Matt walks out of the bathroom to find his house empty. He calls Naina on her mobile. “What’s wrong?” Naina cuts him off, “Matt, don’t get irritated. I left a message and posted-it on your bathroom door. Go get it.”

“Hmmmm...What was so urgent that you had to leave? I could have come with you,” says Matt.

“Got a call from the printer, the proof of the invitation card is ready. He will start printing immediately, once I approve. So, I rushed over…excited, you know. Two months to our wedding and so much to do. So, rushed off…hey, I will make it up for you,” says Naina.

“Ok…call me when you are done,”  says Matt.

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Sapna opens the door as the bells rings.

“Hi, I am Naina, Matt’s friend. I have come from Mumbai,” Naina introduces herself to Sapna.

Sapna flings herself at Naina and hugs her tight. She leads Naina to her room. Closing the door behind them, she hugs Naina again.

“How do you know about me? Did Matt ask you to meet me? How is he? Looking himself after well?” Sapna rattled off.

“Hey, slow down…not so fast. Matt is fine. He and my brother are colleagues. He comes home often. He does talk about you. And, I came to find out myself, hear your love story.”

Sapna’s face lights up.

“Two years back, Matt’s parents shifted next to our house from Cochin. Matt joined them after completing his MBA. We did not interact much as we are from North India, Uttar Pradesh and they, from Kerala. We had the language barrier between us. Every morning, I used to encounter Matt while going to college. He would be coming back home after his morning jog. I was not fluent in speaking English and communicating with him was a huge problem. Something sparked off between us and we used to find reasons to meet. I would find him loitering around my bus stop and some times near my college. He would be in the same bus as mine, though he had nowhere to go. We started meeting. I tried improving my English speaking skills and he tried to learn Hindi for me. In about a month’s time we were inseparable. One day, my dad saw us together and all hell broke loose. The same old parental pressure and reasoning…religion and caste! We tried a lot to convince them. The adults then reached an understanding. They extracted a promise from both of us - we had to live separately for a year, and, this without contacting, seeing or communicating. If we survived this one-year, then they would get us married to each other. An agreement was drawn and we both signed the document. Well, it’s almost a year now…. 22 days left. I am so excited. We have proved them wrong and our love has triumphed.”

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Matt storms into Naina’s house. “Naina…Naina…here you are! What has come over you? You had gone to Mangalore without telling me. You could have informed me at least. Your mobile has been switched off since 5 days…no messages? What’s the secrecy, Naina? What’s going on Naina?

Naina looks up. She has been crying. “I met Sapna,” she manages to say between sobs. Matt blanches. He face is ashen and Naina can see his pain. He opens his mouth to say something, but nothing comes out.

He paces around the living room. He sits on the couch…makes an effort to say something…gives up and throws up his hands in despair.

“Why didn’t you tell me? How could you deceive me?” Naina confronts Matt.

“How?” asks Matt.

Naina replies, “In your apartment, I was looking around waiting for you to finish your bath. I saw some papers sticking out of your study drawer. Wanting to straighten them up, I opened the drawer to find all those unposted letters you had written to Sapna…the letters you had written to her every single day.” She goes into her room and brings back a bag and hands it over to Matt. “You have stopped writing to her some 4 months back, why?”

“Remember I had gone to Goa for the conference? Sapna was there…in that very hotel where I was staying…. on the same floor. Can you believe that? A few rooms separating us! I learnt that she was there on an educational tour. That evening, I slipped a slip under her door with my name and room number. Was waiting for her the whole evening. The lady at the reception desk told me that the college girls had gone on a field trip and will be back late in the night. Morning, I knocked on her door. A guy opened the door. He said he was with Sapna. She had left for Mangalore early that morning in a hurry. He was packing her stuff. His name was Bikram and he was her fiancé. They were getting married the following month. I felt defeated Naina. Sapna must have surely succumbed to the pressure from her parents. Later, when Sid brought up your proposal, I accepted.”

Naina sits in front of him. “You are such a fool! Do you realize what you were going to do? An irreparable damage! Was your trust in Sapna so fickle that you could believe something without validating that? You have no idea what Sapna has gone through. She worships the land you have walked on. Once I told her that I was your friend, she hugged me tight. When I told her that we always shake hands when we meet, she kissed my hands. I even said that you have kissed my forehead and she kissed my forehead too. It was as if she was seeing you in me. For three days she took me around the city, to the places you both had been to. She showed me every nook and corner that had your memory. You know what? Every inch of her bedroom wall and celling is covered with your name! What more testimony you want of her unshakable faith in you?”

Matt was openly crying now. “Go Matt.…. do not disappoint her and fuck up your life along with mine. You both are made for each other.”
Matt takes Naina’s hands in his – “You are such a sweetheart Naina. You gave me back the only thing I treasured most, my love. Thank you. I will feel like an ass asking your forgiveness but forgive me anyway.” Matt hugs Naina.

Word count - 1187.

  

Friday, February 22, 2013

LICENSED TO KILL.

                                 Image taken at Museum of Memories, Mumbai.


It is delicious- no doubt,
It is addictive - you bet!
It is poison - believe that.

Clogging arteries
Piling calories
Obesity - host to diseases

They came
They conquered
Changed what people ate

In the war of Healthy vs Junk
No guesses for which won
Guilty as charged 
Yet, people queue to kill themselves.

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Thursday, February 21, 2013

JOIE DE VIVRE

 

A nondescript village
She sat outside a temple
Selling her wares
Made cute dolls of socks
Jute shoots magically
She transformed to birds

My name is- 
"Sheetal - I am cool;
Try try never cry"-
Is my motto.

One is a hundred  surviour
Of rare brain tumour
No adversity could 
Deter her humor. 


P.S - In Indian, Sheetal means 'Cool'

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

HAUNTING MEMORIES.

                                 
They catch me unawares. They gather like the ominous dark clouds, eerie, prophesying impending doom. They threaten to come in torrents, wanting to break free from the shackles to which they have been bound for a long time. The gush of them crisscrossing and intervening with each other, a rush that is going to drown me. They have been repressed and buried deep within, locked and cast away. Now, they are surfacing like a serpent uncoiling itself ready to strike any moment.

I am chilled to the bone and the wind outside is not the reason. And yet, I am perspiring, soaked to skin. The storm outside is causing the old house to rattle and creak. The storm within is making my teeth chatter.

Damn! Damn! Damn! Why did I let Lucy to talk me into coming to this old place? I needed years of therapy after getting out of this dump and now this. "You have to face your demons. You own the place. Let us go there once and salvage what is left of the family; before you put it up for sale" Lucy had argued. Now, I try to call out to her. All I can manage is a hoarse whisper. Try as I might, I am not able to move a limb. Fear has gripped me! I am stuck to my bed as a bug. Then I hear him.

The lullaby he sang. The way he brushed my hair with his fingers. The way he kissed me...the touches....the violation, years of abuse. 

I had run away from this, from the mental and physical torture. I thought I had outgrown these memories. I thought they would not touch me, much less harm me...after all I had managed the art of blocking them. I am so wrong. Everyone has memories to cherish, but my memories, they are back with an vengeance to haunt me for life!

This is a work of fiction...for The Mag.

 
 

Monday, February 18, 2013

BE CAREFUL.



100WordsOnSaturdayEverydayGyaan1 100 Words On Saturday Week 2 

When I entered high school, certain things around me changed. Till then, I had a gala time moving around with my brother and his friends.
It was not verbally spelled out but, certain restrictions were imposed. My brother became my body guard.
It is natural for parents to be protective. They do not want their kids to get hurt or go through pain. But, nature takes its course. We all have a curious mind and a sense of rebellion...and so, however careful we may think we are; we fall, get hurt, cry, feel the pain,  and eventually carry on

 Participating in Corinne Rodriguez's 100 words on Saturday.

The title "Be Careful" reminds me of this song - 

  
 

Sunday, February 17, 2013

VALUE (IN)GRAIN(ED)

Mid 1980’s and I was in High School. Those were the days when we bought our monthly provision of food grains from the Government Fair Price Shop or “Ration Shop” as they were known. These shops still exist and millions of households depend on them.

Value InGrained 

Read the whole story here.