Saturday, January 28, 2012

OVER THE EDGE – EPILOGUE.




I stood looking out of the window, staring at nothing. My mind a whirlpool of thoughts. I shouldn’t have let him go. Should have talked him out of it. Would it help? No! He was too passionate about his work. He liked challenges and being posted overseas to cover the war was a dream come true to him, whatever the underlying consequences!

A little over six months now, his letters to me have been few. The phone calls fewer…but, whenever we talk, I can sense his tension, the edge and the love. Can we carry on like this? For how long? My nerves are wrought with tension; my eyes forlorn and expectant; aching for him, his touch, the comfort of his hug.

I can hear the phone ringing in the distance. I run and grab it! Oh! This feeling of “cliff hanger”-edginess. “Hi darling! Am coming back!"  Prayers answered!

Friday, January 27, 2012

NO REGRETS.





Tears do rain
Little does it ease
The pain,
Wallowing in self pity
I fail to see
The Beauty.
After the night
Is the promise of a
New dawn...
I smile at the sunrise
Yesterday, is but
A memory,
Step by step
I learn to walk
Then dance
Letting go isn’t easy...
Mark of strength!!!

          Flash Friday 55


Thursday, January 26, 2012

JUXTAPOSED!







I take on the wings
Wanting to fly
Always on the clouds,
A dreamer…
You are grounded
Much more real
In-control and practical
Rooted…
Like a butterfly
I love the freedom
With boundless limit
Immense…
The quiet one, you are
Often mistaken for serious
Never quite revealing
A mystery…
Cannot stop expressing
Always looking for words
Conveying my deepest feelings
Sentimental…
Armouring your emotions
Projecting a tough demeanour
Caring and gentle at heart
A Charmer…
Opposing natures
Contrasting and
Complementing each other
This is a beautiful feeling
A feeling of love!



Wednesday, January 25, 2012

BODY BALANCING.




I lift my bad right leg in the front
Leave it hanging in the air
Left leg is all I have
To balance myself and hop…
My hands ache from the pressure
As I hoist my body
A simple act of walking
Makes me break into sweat
A few more hops and
My good leg starts to shake
It is the body vs mind…
Sometimes it is the body
Many times the mind,
But, it is my heart that
Does the balancing act for me.




Tuesday, January 24, 2012

MORE THAN I BARGAINED FOR!




Early to bed and
Early to rise
Makes me hungry
In the middle of the night!

Chocolates and strawberries
Dry fruits and Apples
Pastries and Ice Creams
Craving for few bites.

Yummy and tempting me
In more than one way
Aphrodite makes her presence felt
Testing and teasing me!

I gorge on these goodies
Sleep eludes me
Going back to bed
I reach for him beside me!


              dVerse - Open Link Night ~ Week 28

Monday, January 23, 2012

THE PLACE I LOVE TO BE.





There’s no place
More warmer,
More cosy and calmer,
More secure
Than the womb.
I yearn for it
When I’m under the weather
When I have nowhere to go
Nowhere to hide or run
No one to turn to...
I curl up on my bed
And think of you, mom!

Saturday, January 14, 2012

OVER THE EGDE – 2.




The bell rang and my reverie was broken.

Sigh! Who was it now? I hate disturbances while I am writing. Bruno, my pet terrier, stood wagging his tail by the door. Must be someone he knows. I opened the door and there he stood with a bouquet of roses.
Perfect!

OVER THE EDGE – 1




Driven to the edge;
Hanging off a cliff!
Butterflies in the stomach
That sinking feeling;
Heaviness in the chest
Laboured breathing;
Heart skipping a beat...

Life has been a roller-coaster ride since we met. Painting my life with myriad colors-
White- the peaceful easy feeling when I am with you;

Red – for the passionate moments;
Blue – when you are away;
Black – the fights!
Pink – for the wonderful sunrise I wake up with you;
Green – for those walks in the woods;
Golden – when I bask in your love;
Silver – for the nights with a sky full of twinkling stars.....

Life couldn’t be more beautiful!

Friday, January 13, 2012

DREAM ON.




I dreamed a dream
Fuelled it with passion
Nurtured it for years
Trying to overcome
The obstacles I had set
Mental, physical and imagined.

The realization of this dream
Was within my reach
Had to go thro’ the door
But, found it locked!
I knocked and pushed,
Raved, ranted and cried...but?

Another door opened
A part of this dream
I felt elated
Charged with new
Enthusiasm and zeal
I conquered it!

But, this closed door
Beckoned me
Something strong lured me
Towards it...again and again
I went near that door
Saw the light thro’ the door

A whole new path
Opened up for me
I ran towards it,
Grabbed it,
Felt it and
Embraced it.

HE has brought me this far
He showed me the path
HE will help me cross-over
My faith will make me realize my dream!

IT SURE IS A BUMPY RIDE!




Can’t just have enough
Once is definitely
NOT ENOUGH!
One leads to next
And then once more
On and on
Ufff! Do I ever get tired?
Your words being
Replayed on my mind
Driving me wild
And crazy
Swept away in the rhythm
And music, swaying to your beats
Mohombi...Bumpy Ride sure is bumpy!