Sunday, January 29, 2012

BROKEN!








The blob of red paint on the pallet, dipping her brush into it, she makes a heart in the middle of the canvas. Her mind is clouded and dark. She takes in black and her hand automatically moves on the canvas – no pattern, no image…just some strokes, depicting the storm raging within her. Anger, desperation, helplessness and THE pain. The red on the canvas starts to run, like her bleeding heart, threatening to spoil the whole picture. The turmoil is too much to bear. She sighs! Tears mist her eyes. With a heart rendering scream, throws the brush against the wall. The dam breaks and she starts sobbing. Will the torrent of tears wash away the pain? The very colour of red…of love and passion is also the color of heartbreak!!

For -Mag 102



HIS – STORY AND PRIMITIVE INSTINCTS.




The castle was ominous and cold
Tales larger than life
Stories of betrayal, conceit and deceit
Of love, passion and debauchery.
The fire long extinguished
But, kindled in the heart
Bursts of flame reflected
In the eyes, that rakes it.
A chill runs down the spine
Warmed by that spark
Involuntary shiver and goose bumps
Aching for the touch.
Masked faces and emotions
Futile attempts to hide the real
Conversation cease
Silence a heavy drape
Eyes meets, sending signals
Volumes are spoken
Without uttering a word!
Feelings taut
Threatening to break the restraint
Breathing laboured
Thoughts clouded.
Unsure, yet guided
By a primitive force
They move towards each other,
Beads of sweat,
Parched throat...thirsty
Arms trying to reach...hungry;
Who will break this spell???





Saturday, January 28, 2012

A JOURNEY CUT SHORT.




It was a journey
Of a personal kind
Kindled with passion
Of body and mind.

The preparation arduous
The task seemed monstrous
But nothing that I
Could ever overcome.

I tried;
I gave my best;
Pushed myself to the limit
And broke my leg in the process.

An unfortunate detour
Nothing serious to dwell upon
Things are bound to happen
Time to look at the goal again.

Same dream
Same is the destination
Never will I  let diminish
The spirit and the zeal for another try.

For - Thursday Think Tank # 82 "The Road"

OVER THE EDGE – EPILOGUE.




I stood looking out of the window, staring at nothing. My mind a whirlpool of thoughts. I shouldn’t have let him go. Should have talked him out of it. Would it help? No! He was too passionate about his work. He liked challenges and being posted overseas to cover the war was a dream come true to him, whatever the underlying consequences!

A little over six months now, his letters to me have been few. The phone calls fewer…but, whenever we talk, I can sense his tension, the edge and the love. Can we carry on like this? For how long? My nerves are wrought with tension; my eyes forlorn and expectant; aching for him, his touch, the comfort of his hug.

I can hear the phone ringing in the distance. I run and grab it! Oh! This feeling of “cliff hanger”-edginess. “Hi darling! Am coming back!"  Prayers answered!

Friday, January 27, 2012

NO REGRETS.





Tears do rain
Little does it ease
The pain,
Wallowing in self pity
I fail to see
The Beauty.
After the night
Is the promise of a
New dawn...
I smile at the sunrise
Yesterday, is but
A memory,
Step by step
I learn to walk
Then dance
Letting go isn’t easy...
Mark of strength!!!

          Flash Friday 55


Thursday, January 26, 2012

JUXTAPOSED!







I take on the wings
Wanting to fly
Always on the clouds,
A dreamer…
You are grounded
Much more real
In-control and practical
Rooted…
Like a butterfly
I love the freedom
With boundless limit
Immense…
The quiet one, you are
Often mistaken for serious
Never quite revealing
A mystery…
Cannot stop expressing
Always looking for words
Conveying my deepest feelings
Sentimental…
Armouring your emotions
Projecting a tough demeanour
Caring and gentle at heart
A Charmer…
Opposing natures
Contrasting and
Complementing each other
This is a beautiful feeling
A feeling of love!



Wednesday, January 25, 2012

BODY BALANCING.




I lift my bad right leg in the front
Leave it hanging in the air
Left leg is all I have
To balance myself and hop…
My hands ache from the pressure
As I hoist my body
A simple act of walking
Makes me break into sweat
A few more hops and
My good leg starts to shake
It is the body vs mind…
Sometimes it is the body
Many times the mind,
But, it is my heart that
Does the balancing act for me.